Fireworks in the Rain

So around midnight last night, as the never ending rain poured down yet again, fireworks exploded over the Bay. Still not sure why, but there you have it, America. San Francisco is officially asserting its weirdness (uniqueness??). The sun was out today, so maybe someone out there was doing a ceremonial stop-raining-dance for all of us. Let's hope it lasts.

How does one stay motivated to do the things we used to live for? I find I'm too lazy to enter runs, go shopping, try new things, get out of my apartment/comfort zone, even, and now that the rains have started to go away, I'm a little scared of leaving that comfort zone. I cannot live in this climate; in fact, I think it's already taken a serious toll on my happiness. I wonder what it'll be like to move to a city that isn't necessarily new, but the experience I'll have there sure will be. Will I try, really try, to meet new people? Or will my attitude of 'why bother' carry over there as well? Will I hide behind my laptop as I have done for so many months now, using up excuses to do anything fun like "I have work to do" or "I just have to send one more email". When will I get my life energy back?

I hope this doesn't mean I need a life coach.